me,myself and i

No not me Not I

2006-06-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

You mixed me up for someone
Who'd fall apart without you
Yeah you broke my heart for the first time
But I'll get over that too
It's hard to find the reasons
Who can see the rhyme?
I guess that we where seasons out of time
I guess you didn't know me

If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, no not me, not I

The story goes on without you
And there's got to be another ending
But yeah you broke my heart it won't be the last time
But I'll get over them too
As a new door opens we close the ones behind
And if you search your soul I know you'll find
You never really knew me

Such an touching song with soft heated words that affect the heart so much in depth.I feel it is a very emotional spreading the message of despair and heartbroken misery,Distorted love and the pain of losing someone you trust so much.....And the times when that special someone Just had to go on and hurt you deeper and deeper.A very poignant yet moving song.The apropos of live.

Do you remember?

2006-06-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

The times we had together
Will stay in fond memories forever
Do you remember
How fun it used to be
In a place you were with me
Trust in you i see
All of that Can be

-arsta-

Do you remember,when you seven.
And the only thing you wanted to do
was show your mum that you can play the piano
Ten years have past
And that one thing will last
Was the same old song that made my momma cry

-innocent eyes-

Do you see what i see
Do you hear what i hear
Sights and sounds aroun dme
And when you were dreaming
And that one memory you had
Wil last in my sacred mind forever.

-kallisto-

2006-04-14T16:12:00.000+08:00

Good Friday

Well,today is good friday and had a lot of things to share...i think i shall begin with this morning.I woke up late..at about 11 but before that ben kang suddenly called me..He called to tell about jun liangs public appearance in the Straits times sports front page..Yar..about the jaw kena punch thing..Wah a bit sad larh..But i still think that is not really punished much..Anywae..move on to my life.Then i went for fridae prayers.So todae..i found the stars above..shining high inside my soul..Seeing through the universe.Why can;t you be the one for mi to kiss to care to love to joy Why can;t you be the secret song..When walk away from this horizonI fell into the sleep the slee p of a life time an di cannot believe that im actually dong this i dunno when i can sae this..is that i really

2006-02-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

You know my motives,You know my heart,No matter what I'm doin',You see my secrets,Right through the dark

today was a breeze.It was so fast.I began to realise that everytime i hear the clock ticks,every minute moment,every second,i could feel the every sensual feeling of the environment-My senses began to deteriorate.I could feel my...breath...I was breathing deep...deep enough for me........TO SLEEP IN BIO CLASS!Bio was darn boring.I hate Bio tests...Urghh HL get so high for the test!Im so jealous.However,this has driven the determination in me to do better than hl in CA...and of course the O levels.Chemistry CA tmr....I was wondering whether to study or not....i understand the concepts so i felt it was enough to barely make a "well done" or "excellent" in the CA.I like Ms Lyana's tests.They wondefully "easy".I dun think its easy,i think its because that the subject and teacher realte well with each other.And when that happens....I feel much more "related" to the subject.I had always liked chem...and teacher too of course(not those crushes thingy)As in the way she teach is effective and understandable not like that piece of shitty moronic teacher(MR I)I shall not display his name...It will be very rude to do that.

I started understanding Khoo kay Yong's Lesson better nowadays..I can actually understand what he is trying to tell us...Well,after that very bad incident with him last year...I didn't really like him.But now...its ok lah.Chan Chow Hung went MadMadMad....He was fierce.I use to say that he was like a rhinoceros..Well The rhino has been angered!So Run!!!!He was so angry about our hw submission.Actually He can;t blame us for that...C'mon he told us to pass up hw.....without deadline...He should know better teenagers won't crae unless theres a consequence or deadline or whatsoever..So it is indirectly his fault.I remebered he did it at the beginnig of the year last year and that worked for him..Why can't he do it this year.I mean lyk no offense....But we are still quite irresponsible...Agreeable?

Went homw..PLae sc for awhile and had physics tuition..I understand physics during tuition better than in school.I wonder what the heck i learn in school but i know that im passing my exams thankgodto tuiton.Wonder ho wi will survive for Physics if i had no physics tuition...I think i'll die a terrible death.

2006-02-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

People are all the same.And we Only get judged by what we do.Personality Reflects Name.If im ugly then so are you....

This is so idiotic.The CA'S!!! I think i just sCrewed up Physics.Gosh!Can't let my L1R5 for CA to reach above 10 pts.Darryl leong,I tell you, you are very lucky.

I was in the auditorium for some dunno what marriage talk.The whole thing was of no use,No one bothered.Miraculously,I found an mp3 player!!Thought i could keep it but then desmond,siting next to me grabbed it and showed it to darryl and saed:Is this yours@And well,it was darryl's!!!He was so happy that he got it back..Nevermind at least he promised to treat me .Darryl you promised rite?

And then i found out that I got a B3 for english haiz so sad.Tomoroow Have to pass up Maths HW.Stress!!!!!hmphhh....Maybe i should red my discursive essay again.I think Mr Ho was very lenient.Haiz...My standard of English Is falling apart.Gosh!I need help...Must start using more compicated and complex words from now on.Chiminology.I saw david's essay and it was lyk....super chim...He's english is so good that even some of the words are not understandable by MR ho????No wonder he got the highest even though he wrote so short.Chem CA on Wed...Must study hard.

2006-02-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

.Enough is enough.Get this clear f you want this cold war to go on..FINE go ahead...But if u want it to end.....its up to you!!!!!

Ok this is what im gonna blog about.Choir and its future

Soon the sec 4's are gonna step down and sec3's and 2's are gonna take over.Haiz.It has been a long time.Im actually quite excited in handing over.Nevertheless,Im worried too.Im worried because i see that the choir has the potential but not exce;;ent results.I still remember how Mr Ang said about Sucess=Potential to the power of hardwork. Well i really strongly agree to what he says. in this sense, i hope the choir thrive to higher standards and make VS proud

Secondly,i hope the sec 1s sec 2s and sec 3s show the determination to cooperate well and better with the future comm.I dunno about the new comm but i do see some ppl with good attitudes and Leadership qualities.

You think i actually had time to do dat.......Piece of shit larh!!!!

Lolz

2006-02-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

Went lunch with my frens.. todae..So indecisive!!1Pastamania or Pizza hut?
In the end zhi han and aaron went to order pastamania then the rest decided to eat at pizza hut instead...Lolz...We ae lunch lyk at 5pm????Thats super late

Anywae stuff to clarify.
I noe. I noe some ppl are just unhappy that i dun wan to talk to a certain someone...I have my reasons...Anywae...got enough of that certain someone's nonsense.....So idiotic and irritating...Frens tell me to dunno wad dun be petty?/?But look hus desperate....Anywae with this...Life's been quite peaceful...

Ave Maria

2006-01-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

"Life is a work of Art,You paint it colourful"
Ave Maria

This song is totally soothing and it touches the soul.Maybe some of you out there don;t understand but this fine example of an exquisite classical/New Age song is amazingly wonderful.
Sung by Libera, a sort of choir formed in west london is simply the only choir to fill the song with much emotions and musical detail.I suggest for those who are into Any type of music this is the type of music that will bring your soul to re-enact the times in the past,Sad or happy .Such a beautiful song.Unable to express in words.....

Narnia

2006-01-02T00:55:00.000+08:00

Narnia in relation to Chirstianity

Well,Yar most of them say this but actually i got islamic interpretations of the movie too.Afew but quite significant

In Islam,when Prophet Muhammad was at war with the Quraisy of Mecca.Fiery Stone Balls were dropped by flying birds in the sky towards the Quraisy people at War.This is similar to the part where During the war the flying cretures dropped stones onto the White witch's army.

Another part is that when Aslan sacrifice himsefl for edmund.Its similar to the islamic principle of having faith in God.God has helped us build this world to live on and test our faith in god himself by sacrificing to god and to be able to follow god's orders.By rigt.We are his servants;he created us.

But some people said it has relations to the story of Prophet Ibrahim and his son ismail,when the son sacrificed himself to being killed following god's orders but in the end,a lamb is sacrificed

2006-01-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

What i have in life is ample for mi.But i just can't take this misery anymore.
Good bye 2005

Sec3F
SYF2005Goldwithhonours
GrandfatherIsninMayGodBlessYouInYourAfterLife
HKTrip
ChoirCamp
MALAY O LEVELS
Ian'sBDAEParty
Hari Raya'05
SMCC
NaTionalDae'05

Enough is enough

2005-12-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

FINE.its dead again.But its not my fault.i mean a blog doesn't ahve to be updated regularyly rite..

Anywaes. theres this frustration in my head that is confusing me .it doesn't stop and i don;t know what to do.Holidaes are boring,nothing to do really and i feel like a true slacker for once.I mean all of what i have been doing is wake up late at lyk 12 then eat "breakfast" and then play maple.Gosh thats so boring!Choir has not been active lately and im kind of tired,tired of life.

What am i suppose to do.I think im going to start studying.Anyway,im teaching my sis next year.So stressed up. My tuition schedules will be so hectic plus cca.Now i really got nothing to do.Next week i'll be going out with my cousins to do some charity work.Going to jamiyah welfare home to mingle with the orphans.Since i got nothing to do anyways i volunteered to follow.Haiz...

TThis week is kind of boring.Don;t you realise i keep emphasizing boring boring boring like most of the time.GOSH THIS IS BORING.Ians leaving for hong kong .terence too.Xian jun is coming back from his long vacation.Well im nto going on holiday.Money problems.But actually i dun really care

Theres maple.Dunno whether im addicted to it.I dun really like feel addicted but i feel that i spen dmost of the time playing maple!Haiz

Hari Raya---Not Dat rayaish

2005-11-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya

Well,Hari raya was not that great his year...On hari Raya night my cousins,aunties,uncles from my mum's side came to my house to break fast for the last time this year togehter.It was sort of like a potluck.Its kind of cool,there were so many food,all too good looking to eat.Well,i didn't eat a lot cos i was not that hungry that day but obviously i ate a bit like the rendand and lontong.Then after that we watched TV and chat together while i was stuck to the com playing maple as ever..(Now lvl 51 u noe).Then we went to play with sparkles.Well im a bit the old to play them but hu cares.It was fun playing with my smaller cousins.Theres Mariam still how many months old..So cute and theres farouk stone as ever and aiman...very naughty,luckily he went to genting on 2nd dae of Raya.

The next dae,went solat hari raua under the block,didn't go mosque cos very far and the block is nearby anywae....Then went home to have "Western" breakfast.My father complained that we ate too much raya food scared later go other ppl's house dah jelak. So we went off to my grandmothers house then to my grandfather's...Well it was ok lah but not that fun...Actually i rather stay at home to plae maple..Hahaz..Damn!!Now maple got server check so can't plae....stuck tot he com doing nothing except chatting..Sianz

Mplaing caused this blog to be dead

2005-11-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

Mapling-Dead Blog

Yeah i noe that i have not been updating the blog for a very very long itme.Its just that i dun feel lyk blogging...too lazy and matbe becos i have become an addict to Maplestory.To come to think of it...this game got no motice lor...so sianx.....

I will try to lyk update this blog nowadays since its the holidaes anywae..

Lets start with exam results
Its horrible....i tell you...im gonna cry...L1r5 18!!!!!thtas simply atrocious!!!!! I'll try harder next year lor.I had to concentrate on O lvl MT wad...so SA2 slack a bit. Talking abt o lvl malay,it was quite oklah...not so tough....im juz scared i won't get a distinction...It semmed easy but u will never know wad will happen till you get back the results next year..Sangat nervous....All my other frens that took the cina o level said it was diff....all the best on their results fer those hu take their o lvl mt this year!!!

Next....Chalet..
Hai...my primary school frens had been pestering me to go to their chalet sometime in mid november...dunno whether i shd go or not....Ian!!!!When are you gonna book our chalet...me and a few frens wanted to go chalet ask ian to book but i think he hasn't....hai sighs,... i dunno wad to do...juz wait lor til they book...dun book then byebye chalet....

Next choir(choy)
Im quite inactive nowadays...after the hk trip and SYF presentation no choir...then have to study fer the o lvl malay no choir oso...so hav been a slacking time fer choir lah....i idn't come on sat cos when jalan hari raya so next week muz come.heard they learnt a new song from wawaki...Lukily i learnt thesong before for choral excellence last year!!! haha...so it would be quite easy larh........Can't wait ferprac on thurs...my voice oso now cin cai..so long never sing liao...hahaz...hu cares...DESMOND CAN'T DO ANYTHING....if u see this des,dun be offended

Lastly,(Hari Raya aidilfitri)
Hari raya was ok lah...walk a lot lor on saturdae...and first dae lucky do nothing...juz visit granpparents..this is the first year im not celebrating hari raya with my grandfather hu had juz passed away last year...hai so sad......tok more abt hari raye in next post
ToO tIrEd To WrItE!!!

What is the idea of VS-Co-ed

2005-08-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

VS--CO-ED

Actually, in my opinion,the matter of the following problem has no resolution.To me,both ways has its pros and cons. I will go for the statement that i won't support for co-ed and not for co-ed.

If you see from a positive point of view,we should go with the flow,even though disagreements might come across our thoguhts that VS has had a strong and well-known reputation being All-Boys. But the matter of being Co-ed has many reasons

First Co-ed for VS.Why?We need to have initiate our own IP programme and we need to accept girls into this programme coonsidering Co-eding being one of the most easiest and possible choice to go for. But will it be worth it for what we have done all these years.Being sucessful as an All Boys School. To come to think of it,many changes have to be made.Our CCA,hich is mostly Boy's CCa and the fact that im from choir,a CCA which girls usually tend to join would be impossible.Like our reputation as An all boys choir will be destroyed and i guess the whole scenario will change for life in VS.

That is why my state of mind is in a sudden trauma,in between,not knowing what to do really,so i have decide to rely on fate.

Angels and Demons

2005-06-22T09:30:00.000+08:00

Angels and Demons

Angels and Demons,an exquisite piece of writing.I was not a fan of Dan Brown(thats because i don't read his books!) but after reading Angels and Demons, i certainly think this writer got something working out!! Well, you see,i bought this book....about 600 pages,read it in one day,it was miraculous for me,for i m not the reading type of person.This But this book is truly exciting,it empowers my senses,set my mind rattling and eery page or chapter i read out of it,i seemed to want more,its like a mystery that im getting deeper and deeper into.Such wonderful imgination he used,and desription...Oh lala...simply marvellous!truly attracting me to the book all day till 3am!!!! yesterday!

Well,this book is totally into catholic art,I mean its devouted to catholic art.What im trying to say is that every mystery in this book,is surely related to art+science of course. You name it from raphael...The Raphael to Michealangelo!!

Well,why i mentioned about this is because i grew kind of a liking for catholic Art.I mean after i read the book i went to look up on the internet for the artists' workpieces. I searched and found."The lamrad pure sorvie" drawn by Basquil Thadra,an artist that drew for the catholic church in the 17th century....And there's more..i checked on the structure of Vatican City,especially St Peter's Basilica,the architecture was too unbelivable too impossible.It was so clearly framed and placed and uniquely features of the inside was simply divie..Love the art!!

Show me your IC please

2005-06-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

Show Me your IC please.

Today is really funny i tell you.I think it is really very crazy.So unthinkable and humorous.
Before i start anything about it,obviously i have to talk about the whole day and then...blahblahvlah

So today,had choir AGAIN, but this was extra practice because you know we just can'tget the spirited away theme song"Itsumo Demo Nande" correct.The sopranos as in me!!! are actually quite ok but this extra practice had helped us polish and brush up on our notes.It went well actually.Since the sops are just too good we had SECTIONALS...or whatever it was...Just sang the song once again and that was all.All the other sections especially Bass needed really much help even though the other two sections are just about the same....(sherman im not being bias)

So we had combine,it sounded ok.....well sort of! Then Ian had to leave but he felt like not leaving and he kept delaying until he was like 15 minutes late for his tuition!hahazAnd then saw the list for the auditions for the honk kong trip from the other time..I reached the highest note!It was a D. I actually beat jonathan and desmond by a sharp note.So suprising!!

Since the sops and altos sounded ok...but obviously the sops did better(once again im not being bias) the altos and sops got to leave.The tenors and basses had to stay back for extraextra
practice! So i left and went home

I bought my late breakfast from A nearby foodcourt near my house and went home.My mum was on the phone so i went to the room.I checked my handphone and realise i had 3 missed calls.It was xian jun,so i called him.Found out he was sick!So we talked for awhile and soon kon called.So i decided to make a conference call and joint both calls.My mum found it weird and thought i was wasting my money but they called me,not me.I got free incoming calls.After about 2 hours of talking,me,my mum and my sis went to the lavender to update my passport.

This is when the funny story starts i tell you.So line up and took my photo there.Then took my queue ticket and waited with my mum and my sis.So we waited.The ticket number was 2852.So we waited for about 50 numbers.And then my mum was bored.We were sitting in front of the counter.My mum saw the immgration officer at the counter having a nice chat on the phone and then my mum said"get on with it!!"and then it wa sour turn,and it was the same counter!My mum thought the number was 2854!So she sat there like she didn't know anything.My sis and i went to the counter and she just sat there,Hai she only realise when we calle dher like two times!So after that it was finish.Blahblahblah with the officer

Then the lady handed us a slip and wrote the time 4:25pm which is the time that im suppose to collect my passport.Then,she asked the lady,"oh so we wait for the number 425 huh.."That was such a stupid question!Then we went away and waited.When they told us to collect our passport.We went to the other counter.She asked my mum,"Can i see your IC please?'So my mum search her bag but the lady at the counter was engrossed with the documents so my mu thoguht that her ic was not needed anymore.Soon the lady ask my mum again"Can i see your IC PLEASE!!!"Hahaz it was so funny.That me and my sis and even my mum burst in laughter!It was so super weird!

Choir-Outta control

2005-06-12T14:19:00.000+08:00

Choir-Outta control

Choir-A group of singers (choristers) that come together to sing songs in various parts

Discipline-The act of humility and great respect toward the people you have great introversance to

Well,yesterday had choir again.Sometimes,i wonder.Even my mum once told me,Is choir your life?Do you get paid for choir?Is it that important?

Well,i have choir almost every single day.I try telling myself,is it worth it to work every drop of your sweat for choir.To think of it,Choir is not going to be my career in the future neither it will help me in my work in the future unless you know,we become musicians.

But i will usually tell myself,choir is my responsibility,it is my CURRENT career,It is what i enjoy to do and what i want to do FOR THE MEANT TIME.Well,this encouragement and self-feeling of piety towards choir had kept me going all this while

SO,we had practice as usual,and we had the hadn sign language thing.It was ok but the discipline was bad.I admit it.I was blabbering all the way myself.Tomorrow there'll be choir again.Hai,im feeling very tired......But its ok, its for the sake of the hong kong rip.Konrad is sick,wonder what he's been up to!Well thtas all for now,i don't feel like writing anymore.My creative mind is tired for now..

Morning Skies

2005-06-05T15:14:00.000+08:00

Morning Skies

I realise that some people tend to be more disgusting then ever.Too weird and seem to notice other people too much.

I can't say much but then some things my friends did, really suprise me and disgust me at the same time.They keep talking about dirty and nonsensical stuff which i would not want to mention.Its too dirty that i can't imagining mentioning it.

So what's wrong with this people.Is it their physchological way of thinking is too narrow and is it because they are really into these stuff that i would never speak of.Well little is enough but too much of this is really weird.I just can't believe it.SUPER WEIRD

Choir

2005-06-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

From Monster-in Law

Im sick,sick,sick,sick of your shit
im tired
im sick
im so sick and tired

Well watching Monster-In Law yesterday was not a good idea.Got scolded by Des Reuben and Ling chung.I felt ashamed becos me was a com member.got embarassed in front of the whole choir.But it was ok...I felt remorseful

Oh Heard?Im in sop....(old news)So we sang those french songs.Those french songs i desperately try to teach them how to pronounce.....but it came to avail.So choir,really sick,sick and tired

Results

2005-06-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

My Mid Year Results...

You know...Nowadays,im getting sick of teachers,teachers who are despicable and totally bias,They tried to outright me but i just kept on holding back.

So it was my results last friday and morever,it was the last day of school(yeah!!)NOT!

Well,mid year is finally over and i will have a long break soon

But this teacher just spoils myy day

My report book

Not so good,And not so Bad

The despicable teacher

Wrote comments

So despicable

"If he pays more attention in class and not talk...then im sure he would be better.Fadhil is capable of better results.He should prevent further dissapointments in the future"

So stupid and obnoxious.

Like i did a sin,

So idiotic

2005-05-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

My 2nd apology
What he said...really. i think u are pushing the limits a little bit too much. i dont know how u get here and i have no idea what u were thinking when u posted these stuff. you were trying to prove a point right from the start and u dont even sound apologetic in ur post. so its really not ur fault. its kwei's fault, its ur senior's fault and it was the vsguy who gave ur identity away? and there is not much point saying that we are really good when u dont think so deep down in there. and there is no point saying that cedar choir sand really well in hawaii cause i dun think u were actually there to hear it or feel it for that matter.

What else can i say,

.....I apologised and it was sincere alright....And what i said was the truth and nothing but the truth.They did say all those things.And i do not blame them for what i did.Fine for the last time,i apologise for what i have said and how i have offended you.But if you think and reflect, was it really good intentions why mr kwei left The RI choir.I heard from one senior that you all got silver for one of your SYF and then he walked out on you guys.IS this tru or iwhat you said is true.Even thoguh these facts are really confusing me....i don't really know wah else to say.

I have said enough and its now up to you whether this is sincere or not.Anyway,i shall not bear grudges against ppl that i do not even noe. Please can we just stop this and put aside our differences for once.Both of us comes froma choir and we know that we want the best for our choirs. I went overboard by insulting you,and so i apologise...

And what i wrote abt The cedar going to hawaii thing.I did not hear them but i heard abt them being good.They got praises from Mr Kwei and im quite impressed by what they got.Some senior said that they got 100.I did not know whether that was true...but i just took it as a fact.And i heard they sang Salve Regina.....And so i said that out of what i heard from toher ppl...So please dun blame abt the insincerity......It is really what i think and it is my perspective.
And abt your choir being good,I heard you guys before.I went for your Raflles voices concert.I find it very nice especially the amigos song...on frensmthat was quite nice.And the Prayer song was also done very well.Your Pokpok was oklah and i can sae you all did very well for your concert cause i was there and i heard your voices and it was really good.We even thought you ppl will surely beat us flat in the face..So im really sincere on what i said..

Results

2005-04-03T09:42:00.000+08:00

Results

Results....What results...Just joking...Hhaz!!

I got back my CA1 results.Well it was quite satisfying but i got D7 for A Maths and A C5 for Higher Malay.I can't believe it!Anywae,all the rest wee quite stable My LIR5 is 9.Quite happy with it but i gotta work harder for SA1.After SYF,i will reallyreally concentrate back on my studies.I just want the Choir to get gold with honours.

Ohh well thats about it with results And Poor Mr Khoo.....Wonder where he is.He took 2 weeks MC and the reason is unknown.Something must have happened to him....

What i get for CA1:

English: 71 A2
Higher Malay:59 C5
E Maths:97 A1
A Maths:47 D7
Physics:65.6 B3
Chemistry:87.7 A1
Biology:77 A1
History Elec:89 A1

SYF Rehearsal

2005-03-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

SYF Rehearsal

Well its a Saturday and i had choir practice.And so i woke up feeling very lazy.I took a bus to school and reached school at about 7:25.Met Benjamin and Ian there.We saw "Ah Meng" downstairs walking with Peng Leng.And Benjamin was happily disturbing news.Then We had Warm-up in the music room and blahblahblah at about 8:15,We were leaving for Singapore Conference Hall. We are taking two buses and i planned to sit beside Xian Jun but thenthey announced that the basses and Sopranos would take the bigger bus while the tenors and the Altos would be taking the smaller bus.So in the end i sat next to Joshua Cheong.It was ok.He kept telling me that he was a Pop noobish so i let him listnede to a few songs.And Ling Chung as per normal,wanted to borrow my Hp so i lent him.And on the bus,i and joshua cheong kept talking crap and we listened to choir songs and Taufik Batisah!

In the end we reached Singapore Conference Hall,As we were going up,CAT high were going down the stairs.I looked at their faces,they looked very against us and the feeling as they would want to beat us and so i replied with the same facial expression.And then, we went to our Practice room.Had a little time with Mr Toh and then we went to the Hall to practice with Mr Kwei.We sang Sunset,Slave and Pokpok,practice a bit of walking in and out and then Commonwealth sec came in as we were singing Sunset.Then we went out.We had a short break

Then i tried to disturb Timothy.Hahaz.I sent him a Sms and he acutally replied hu r u.So bad as i had given him my number.then,Xian Jun oso wanted to disturb him and he got confused by the SMSes.Hahaz so funny.

And then we went back in for practice.

Then we practiced and went in the Hall to watch the school perform.We were the last school.And Benjamin and i were recording the TKSS song Tumbele because it was so nice!!!Hahaz. But we must make sure that we beat them!After that we were dismissed and i find our choir's set piece is the best!

And after dat we were dismissed

Xina Jun wanted to go home but i managed to make him go watched the movies with fabian ian and me.And so got irritating calls from terence and konrad and in the end they agreed to watch movie with us.We planned to watch Miss Congeniality 2 at Suntec.Ian's Mum is kind enough to pick us up and send us to Suntec!So kind!After dat we booked the tickets and went for lunch at the kopitiam.Met Konrad and Xian Jun and caught the movie a bit late thanks to Fabian who wanted to buy snacks at carefour becos it was cheaper.Very Ma fan!

Choir IS so tiring but.......ITS Worth it

2005-03-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

Its Worth It....

Well, i have realise that our choir is getting back on trek and we are quite steady now.Even thoguht Choir is tiring,Mr Kwei looked satisfied with our drastic improvement.I felt horrible during Choir practice and i almost felt lyk fainting once during a practice during the camp.My voice is starting to be lousy as all the phlems get stuck in my throat but its getting better.

And im standing in the centre for SYF.Aposition which im not comfortable with.I pity Jia Xian thought and i still think he should be in SYF.He's ok wad!!Its just a bid of problems then and then but it can be sloved.I reallyreally pity him

And so we are a clear gold standard.I hope we will be the best amongst Mr Kwei's choir.I feel sick of the songs but i make my self be happy and joyous about the songs.The sad yet glorious song Slave Regina,the enchanting and child play's PokPokalimpaKo and the Multi racial song Sunset.So interesting!!!!!!!.....

I really hope Vs choir can sustain Gold with Honours.Yeah we will beat the otheres!!!!

Sec 3 camp

2005-03-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

Sec 3 camp

I dunno why, i think this camp had made my face so black.I hate it!!But then there's still positive stuff about the coment.I think overall rating,the camp is oklah.I think i had some fun lyk kayaking and water raft Polo.I think that was kinda fun.I very lazy to write liao so see ya!

SYF Auditions

2005-02-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

SYF Auditions

Well,SYF 2005.all schs with cultural groups aiming for gold...

Anywae...last thursday was our syf auditions.Mr Kwei was there to test us.It was very scarry.After choir photo taking,he asked for the basses to audition first.I was really scared.It was lyk i was trembling and then i practised outside the choir room.The other sections were also nervous.Tenor section is next and thats my section.Ohh no!! so we all went in.Sat in a line.And lucky Josjua Cheong went first.Then nexy person....then it was reuben's turn.After him im next.Im so nervous.I had butterflies in my tummy.He sang too well,Reuben was VERY GOOD.im now really scarred.Then Mr Kwei called me

Mr Kwei:Wads your Name
Me:Fadhil from 3F
Mr kwei:You may begin(give me the fist note)
Me:starts singing

I was so nervous.i sang correctly for the first part then i ran out of breath...Then after awhile mr kwei asked me to stop..

Soon the whole section finised and so next was the altos then the sopranos.We were all happy that it was finished..Then,it was the results.Well it started with the Sopranos.16 made it icluding Ben Kang...im very happy for him.Then,there's the KIV ppl(Keep in view)They are the bprderline singers that will have another auditions to confirm that they are safe.The rest,well they failed.Then altos,Well poor konrad did ot make it he failed.

Then it was tenor...onli 10 made it!!I was so scarred.Tenor had 29 ppl.Lest then half made it
And i DID NOT MAKE IT!!.i was so sad.Then Mr kwei mentioned the KIV PPl.

Mr Kwei:These are the 3 tenor KIV's.They are fadhil,EDmund Lim and Timothy Joel.

Thank god,i was relieved.Now i have to concentrate on my next auditions.I BETTER MAKE IT!!!!.

Honkg kOng

2005-02-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

Choir Hong Kong Trip

Well,Todae i had choir and it was quite ok.So we had finished revising our songs,and suddenly our conductor told us that our choir will be going to hong Kong for a somewhat prestigious competition.Since they were loooking for boys choir from singapore.They decide to take us!!!!!So happy!Hah!Beat dat RI!.We r actually infact the onli choir from Singapore that got to go!!!It would be in July!!I just can't wait!!!!It will be so fun!!But

There's still SYF to go through!My voice is getting worse and i can'ts eem to get every note right!Im going to be more careful and be extra planned when im singing.Syf is in April.April,month so scary.Becos there will be SA after dat.So,im kindof happy.

I hope i get selected for SYF and the HongKong trip.But there's one bad thing.They are going on SSAA,i mean they don't want any tenor or bass for The trip!And so we,basses and tenprs have to train our forcettos!Im so mad but its worth it.I pity those who can't sing forcetto.They are surely not going to make it..

Lazy Update

2005-02-13T08:48:00.000+08:00

The Lagging Blog

Well it is not my fault that i would not want to write here but its just that i have no enthusiasm to write and im kind of lazy.Well,here i go writing

Sec3 life was kind of fun,I was kept thinking that i would miss 2H but actually im not that really.

U see,my class now,3F in kind of interesting,Theres the posers(Track and field ppl) and then theres the "guai" ppl.Yar,quite interesting.There's Seth,our class monitor,Very interesting and he plays maplestory!ANd our assistant monitor Chang Yang,Very smart and alwaes helping other ppl.
There theres my group of fren,Helen of troy(Han Loong) Alwaes get bullied by small ben(kang).,alwes fighting,Well they are best frens,oops,onli hanloong considered them as best frens.Then theres Zhi Han,Well he can be annoying at times but most of the time he's okay.There was one he ask me how to do a drawing in a pHysics test and then he was write it ole him the wrong thing!Hahaz!So poor thing!

Talking about tests ,i suddenly realize that they were not dat difficult at all.Well,to my suprise i kind of lyk maths now.U see,i hated maths in sec2 ,i felt lyk i could not even do a single qns in the exam papers then but now my mind seemed at ease.I think its the tuition for maths that im having.Mr Yeo is a really good teacher and he had build up my foundation of maths which was quite weak.
But now i feel i can handle maths.
Before Sec3 started,i thought im gonna hate chemistry.But to think i got a good tracher lyk Miss Lyana,I find it interesting.I mean i can actually understand about the compounds of convalent,ionic bonding or whatsoever.
And to my suprise,My maths is good.I scored full marks for the 2 EMaths test,Im suprised and happy.I faied my Amaths test but i noe i cna do it,it was just a careless.I got fullmarks for my physics test!Im so happy!And chem i got 17/20 its not dat bad afterall.
The only think im worried about is,History.I got Mr Khoo,he's ok but i just can't concentrate in his class,Its boring,and all he has been teaching is on his laptop,no activity at all!!Im scared that i might not ace the CA1!!!

Enought about the studies
Chinese New Year was fun...Oklah!But hu careas about that

It was two weeks ago and i had to go to a concert on dat saturdae at VCH.And that dae was a really bad-luck daefor konrad.I think he got jinxed by the slut,shania.Pheww,luckily i wasn;t.It all started during PT for choir.We were playing basketball and we were playing against the slut's team.Konrad went to hit the slut with the basket ball and the slut got angry.Everyone laughed!And then wew ent cycing after choir.Thats when all the bad things happened.Konrad fell.Xian jun hit a girls bum.but luckily no thing happened to me expet that i was about to get knoced down by a bicycle and a car.Scarryyy.

Then in the evening we had to go for a concert.Konrad left the ticket in the school locker!!He was so dead.He called me and i had to help him
So we went to sch by cab and went in at about 6:15pm.The concert starts at 7.The general office was closed and all the staircases were closed.The lifts were disabled.So sda.Then we had no choice.Konrad squeezed throught a small hole at the stairs new the hall.He got in and took the ticket.We went out of sch,took another can and rush to VCH.That was one hectic dae.The concert was ok. RI choir seriously need more training or they will drop their gols status.Luckily our choir is 2nd in the whole of Asia.So good our Conductor told us!

Pathetic,Hectic Week

2005-01-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

Hectic,Pathetic Week.

Well,Im in 3F,kinda of a pathetic class....So hu cares bout dat

Todae i had"Choy"(choir in the morning at 8:30.Im suppose to meet Konrad at the interchange but he was very late so i laft him.Suprisingly i reached the choir room at 8:15,Thats quite early.And so i saw the sec ones,They look so short but they muz be very "guai"And so then we went in and have a really short warm-up.The sec ones sat at the back to watch us "warm up"
And so then we split to our sections to have sectionals.Well the SL's had to stayback to help the sec ones with voice class and so the helpers will be taking over

Helper Ling Chung well was the one hu is really enthu and actually good lah!But i find it suprising before this this he was not so into this teaching stuff but suddenly he lyk nailed it!I wonder why.Ruben,the other helper was of course a bit slack with Joshua Cheong.Bascially LC and Sherman were the one hu was really teaching.Blahblahblah...Then Sectionals end at about 11.We went back to Choir room for Combines.I am suprised.It was actually quite good u noe.It was unexpected.O btw,had to pay for this dunnowadcrap RI concert.

Ok then ater choy,we went to cycle at East coast park(Me,Konrad and Xian Jun)Well we had our lunch at east coast Village hawker centre.It was not crowded as the usual.Maybe the food had become lousy.And terence decided to follow so he met us at there.After dat had to walk so far all the way to the stupid bicycle rent shop.and then we were cycling.

And u noe wad happen?Inertia was exerted to Terence.Muahahaha!!!He fell!I dunno how,he muz have lost control or something and he braked and then he suddenly went out of seat and flung down.Luckily it was on his knees or else,god noes wad would happen.

Ohh then he said he might faint or wad.So i and Senile(Xian Jun)went to 7-Eleven to buy him plaster and water.Poor guy!And then we continued.Went to ford road and returned to Bedok Jetty.Sat there for awhile.The breeze was so strong,So refreshing.Oooo then we went back to The bicycle shop and returned

Ohh Btw,when we were at the public toilet.Some guy,was brushing his teeth with dove soap!Eeee so disgusting Yucks!

Sec One Orientation

2005-01-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

Sec 1 Orientation(sOme Look LyK kiddies)

Well,it was the sec one orientation todae,I ad to report at sch by 8:30 for choir again.And oops i forgot to wear my School U(Sorri Joshua Cheam).And so they said nvm..luckily i was wearing my black shirt.Then we practiced for awhile and we had voice class.Tenor section only had 5 ppl including our SLs.And i was not dat well that dae(i juz can't sing!)And so we had to sing one by one.And me comment by Joshua Cheam:"too airy and need to have more projection!"I juz can't do it .I was too soft and so got scolded.

Evan then scolded that we shd have practiced at home(I feel so embarassed and angry for being scoded by them)Evan was really serious when he scloded us.Make me so scared of them at times.And then we had to perform.Ok..It was good we sang all the rhapsody songs..."Sailing",+Can't Help falling in Love,It was a Lover And His Lass,Come Again and the Lion sleeps tonite.The first performance was great or shd i say acceptable.Then the band was behind us..And so I asked Dafril about the sound and he said the sops were too airy..Then i told Pok Tong(Someone from sop)and he began to be a bit pissed.Ooops.And so the Next performance.OMG!We totally screwed up.It was pathetic.We sang When You Believe without Music!Thats Pathetic!We juz suk!And so we waited for the third performance.This time,no one really cared..It was so pathetic.And then Miss Lau scolded us a bit and then we were dismissed.I saw some of the sec ones.They dun look a bit interested.Will the future of choy(choir) be at stake!But ANYWAE HU CARES!

Class Chalet(Pt2)

2005-01-01T13:04:00.000+08:00

Class Chalet Part 2

Oops i almost forgot......

Actually we went cycling after Konrad and Terence left.And so nick,taj,li wei and me rent bikes.Jx,Izzat and li wei's bro got their own bikes we cycled and met min xiang on the way.Suprise Suprise!!And so the wheather got awful.It started to rain really heavily and so we seek shelter at the food village.We were oready drenched wet.And so we waited.We got sick of waiting so we decided to bike in the rain no matter wad.Taj took the lead and we headed back.But soon we could not take it and we stopped at a bus-stop.Izzat and Taj were gone liao.And then we moved again until we reach our chalet area.Pheww...that was an experience.Then had to return our bikes and went back to our chalet to dry ourselves.

Then onli the e-sixers arrived.I heard they watched Kungfu Hussle or somethin..Anywae..we began to slack and some played carrom while some juz sat around.Well at night we went to the food court to buy food.Btw,Hong Han arrived later after the e-sixers.And so went to the food court.Nick and I was listening to a couple of songs on the mp3 player while walking there.We bought our food and went back to our chalet to have them.And so i bought dunno wad nasi goreng ikan bilis.It was oklah.Then after a while we went back to our slacking behaviour.I think Nazri and Khai went home.Well they were playing [PS2. I went biking at night with taj to McCafe area there.Well,i got an asthma attack.We bought slurpee and gulr at 7-11 and went back.They were still playing PS2.

After that we had a movie marathon.We watched Taxi first..I find it a bit boring..And then we watched Mean Girls..Ooooo..VERY EXCITING.And then we really slept.But those idiots keep laughin and laughin lyk got no life lyk dat.But in the end we slept.

I woke up early in the morning the next dae and got leg cramp and i had to do my prayers.Nick also woke up at abt the same time as me.Well we both couldn't sleep becos it was too cold....(to be continued)......

Class Chalet

2004-12-30T10:05:00.000+08:00

Class Chalet

Well Class Chalet went well.

It was 27th december,mondae when the chalet started.Ok let me start when i woke up.

So i woke up that morning at about 7:00.I had to go for Choir prac for the sec 1 orientation thingy.The forst thing i got to know was about the tsunami disaster and my Father was like suddenly all worried about my fren,Xian Jun hu went to penang.Hai..i juz told him dat XJ had returned to Singapore.He was relief...(Like his son lyk dat)

Then,I packed all the clothes and necessities for the chalet and head for choir prac.Turned out to be that a lot of the choir members did not turn up..So we just had to hang posters.Damn..I was so frustrated..or else i would have not come.

So choir ended early like at about 10:45.I followed Ian to Siglap centre and then went back to VS. I was suppose to meet Taj and Li wei at sch canteen at 12 for the chalet prep(buy the foodstuff)So i waited at the empty bus-stop in front of the school gate.Suddenly fate just brought us all together.From one side i saw terence and Konrad walking out of sch..From the other side,I saw Xian Jun walking from the bus-stop.So we were suprised.Kon and XJ went there to collect their pants..Well i collected my earlier..And so i followed them in to collect theor pants.And since it was early..i decided to have lunch with them..So kon called taj on his hp telling that i will be meeting at PP instead.And so,kon,XJ,terence and mi went to the bus-stop to go to PP.We took the 31 Bus and meet Nicholas.Another suprise.Nicholas was suppose to meet us at the taxi stand at PP.And so i went for lunch with them while nick waited at the taxi stand.

After lunch they decide to meet at 1 instead at the taxi stand.And so..Xian Jun not being part of our class went home while Kon and terence hang around PP till we finished buying our foodstuff.

And so i went to help them buy food for the bbq at Giant with Li wei,Jx,Nick and Taj.After that they went to Li wei's house to take Li Wei's fatjer car to the chalet,While i,kon and terence took the cab there.

We came the earliest so we had to wait.After we entered the chalet,We waited for then to come with the foodstuff.We played dai-di,somethin unknown to me since it was gambling i soon get to know how to play the game.After awhile terence and kon left while The e-sixers (Refer to nazri's blog to noe more) came.They just come after a movie....(to be continued)

Family BBQ

2004-12-24T10:04:00.000+08:00

I couldn't say much about the family bbq cause its like super exciting.Im just lazy to write.So all i have to say is dat My Family BBQ was fine...

Family BBQ coming

2004-12-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

Well,wad a boring day!

I can't wait for this Sunday,im going to Pulau Ubin with my family members to have some chalet stay and a bbq.My mum and Dad can't make it so i will be going with my sis in Pakcik Idris car.Its ok well.
Good,i will be meeting ALL my cousins form my father's side like Kak Mia,Kaka Yan,Aslam,ashraf and ya lah of course Aiyrah...she's so a cute baby.There are a lot more but im very lazy to write.Aslam is bringing is XBox ,so we'll be playing a lot of games and at night we'll be going fishing!ooooo fun...

JUZ CAN'T WAIT!!

Senile Seller

2004-12-17T09:47:00.000+08:00

Senile Seller

Well,today was spring cleaning,i had to clean my room and my mother's been complaining.
So i started out fast in the morning cleaning the study table,my com,my stereo and my tv.It was easy well,put away all the books into the cupboards.

And then it was Decoration time. So i began to put my Avril Posters,i hang up the avril calendar,did some cut-outs from magazine.and paste it on my cupboards.Well it was fun!I had my sister to help.

Then i watched TV.It was the forst time i watched Disney Channel for at least 5 months.Anyway i wouldn't watch it since it was my Sister's TV time,she had control.So it was 3:30 and she was so excited becos it was the Lizzie Mc Guire Show.

I don't blame her,hilary is pretty.

But come to think of it,Lizzie Mc Guire is not that bad of a show.It actually teaches important lessons in our life about growing up,our family and frens and so forth.

And im pretty pissed with the senile seller.This pesky stupid senile seller is non other then my sch's own uniform seller.You noe wad,he's damn idiotic!I can;t blame that he's ols but then,JUZ RETIRE LAH!!It was two weeks ago when i ordered my pants from week.Last week i went to come and collect the pants from him and then he told me about that he forgot to bring!Some lame excuse.Then i came back last wednesday and he said he ran out of stock.I got so fed.My mum too so she called him up and said to come next thursday.My mum was ok with it.BUT if he forget again,I'll really ask for my deposit back.He's just very irritating.!

And ohh yar....Green Tea frappucino form Starbucks is actually nice.....Yummy!

Great Day

2004-12-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

Ok..So todae was great.Went to GV Marina to catch "Without A Paddle" with my frens;XJ and Korn.Well The Movie was ok....Got some sex scenes.....and it was kinda lame but fun!

Then i went to HMV,bought the Avril 2005 Poster!!Damn Cool.Only 14.95 at HMV(free advertisment)And saw the new Lindsay Album,Speak.At first i didn't want to but it....but it was just too tempting...in the end anpther 20 dollars....but it was worth it!!!

Free gift

2004-12-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

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New Pc Game

2004-12-11T08:58:00.000+08:00

I totally forgot to add that i just bought a new PIRATED PC game,Crazy Txi Driver 3,well maybe im a bit slow becos it was a game released last year.The shop selling pirated computer games had closed down!Hai,does anyone noe where else sells pirated computer games?

Glourious Moment

2004-12-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

Well,i hven't been updating for a long time...well maybe becos of the Muis exams and i was a bit laz.

Ok..I got a new mp3 player.It is the createve Rhomba NX,256mb.It was ok.I bought it at the creative sale at $209.Got recorder,radio oso.Quite good!Then,the Muis exams,well it was ok except for Loghah(Arabic and Jawi),Totally,i dunno how to do.

Well,there was choir yesterday,well it went better then any other day.We were released earlier like about 12:30.Then i went for lunch at Junction 8 with Fabian,Xian Jun and Vernon.Well then went to the CD shop.Vernon unexpectingly bought the destiny child album,Fulfiilled.I don;t think the songs in the album are DAT nice.

I listened to Mariah Carey's O Holy Night song.It was very powerful and a really beautiful piece.She really can reach very high HOR. And so i keep listening to it.And there's maroon next video and single,Sunday Morning.Very Nice.

Im still wondering why Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson is yet to be released in Singapore!!I want to buy that album so much!!!Singapore is really slow.

On Wednesday,went to my late Cousin's Kenduri. Well, then i saw Nadiah's Avril 2005 Calendar!Its damn cool!I feel like buying it someday.

Singapore Idol

2004-12-03T06:06:00.000+08:00

Singapore Idol

Taufik won.

Actually it was kind of expected.A really souful guy and the rendition of "It's my life" by Slyvester was totally out!I mean i would rather hear Jerry sing then him singing that song. Even though that song spoils his chances, his chinese song sort of brighten his future.U noe that sing by Jay Chou. Well,it was what i say,sentimentally outstanding. But nevertheless,Taufik is still best. Like what my mum said"How can an Ah Beng represent Singapore?"(not to offend the other Ah bengs)But it's just not suitable and it would be an embarassing for Singapore when he represents us in World Idol. Well,i sure think that Sly would really boom in the Chinese Market.Yes,Taiwan would be a place where Sly could be idolised, just like when Stefanie Sun started. That is why i think both of them should be crown,The Singapore Idols.

Well,i got hold of the Mean Girls VCD. My Mum bought it. So i watched ot. Life of the Plastics.Well the show was totally cool.It was about School life,mainly the lifestyle the popular girls rather known as the Plastics.They are sluts,pretty sluts who just live off boyfriends,parent's money and like to them their life was perfect.Everyone envy them but hate them at the same time.It's nice. You should watch the movie.

Paragon Performance

2004-11-29T14:23:00.000+08:00

Paragon Performance

One thing i want to say...it sux to the core that i hate performing for choir oreadY!!!!

Well,what a day.Todae was the Paragon performance but lets not rush to that part first.

Ok.I woke up this morning at 7:30am and head for my religious class. It was really hectic. We had to memorise all the meanings of surahs from the last "Juz" and what more,memorize the text itself!!It's from An-Naas to Al-insyirah!!You know how much is that!!That is a lot!!(For non-muslims,its about 25 texts i guess)So nevermind i had tried my best and tomorrow is the real test,MUIS!!!
Syikin must be struggling too i guess. And of course the rest like Zahrain and Zikri.

Then, I went home for a mandatory rest period of about 3 hrs. At about 1pm i headed for Paragon for the charity choir performance. I took the train all the way till Orchard station.It was raining and so it was difficult to get to The Paragon. It was so irritating. I had to drench myself to Paragon. Use the underpass but there was still no use.

I went to the entrance of the Paragon. There's where we were suppose to meet.I saw noone!I thought i got the wrong time or something.Luckily i saw Pok Tong and thank goodness it was the right time. I saw them and of course we started.We started warm ups at Paragon...And everyone stared at us!I dunno whether its how good we are or we are a nuisance to them!Ohh well!As long as i get my CIP hours.

So we began our performance.And soon a lot of ppl stopped to watch our performance.Well,i think it was not quite bad.Theodore whispered to me after the first song:Fadhil,Get Your Pitch Correctly
I just nodded.Whatever Hairy Crap and Crab!I am not as good as you!But then we did ok with the rest but i was not satisfied.Theodore telling felt like as if he's degrading me because i have done good singing eversince i joined not like the other newbies.I just hope my SLs still think that i worth it and good. As long that Hairy Crap just keep his bloddy crappy mouth shut!!!

Another thing on Choir Prac Yesterdae,He pushed me to the 2nd row because he wanted to stand at the front.Stupid!He just wanted to be another small boy hu's so short .Hahz!But actually i prefer the first row so i could at least talk to Sherman not like Reuben,quiet and when he toks he sound a bit lame and not like funni.

Arghh!!!Wads happening to me in Choir!!!

Pictures from Johor

2004-11-26T17:38:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken form the Johor Trip.
Taken at Danga Bay

Taken at The M suites hotel

My Family

Out Of The Blue

2004-11-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

I just bought delta goodrem's new album "Mistaken Identity".I think the songs coming from this album is more matured and more of her reflections of her own life.I find this more colourful yet the strong flavors of songs stands out so much.

A part taken from "Out of the blue"
Family and friends they were my life,
I wasn't one for butterflies
But you give me love that I can't disguise
There will be times when we're apart
I want you to know you're in my heart
Growing into a beautiful garden

Well, i think this song is the best song written for this album.It has a really nice melody and i love the lyrics.it reflects what we want and when we give, we would still be happ for all. Its when close friends won't part even if we won't meet and our family,we will keep in touch and have some time together even when we are so buzy.This songs touches my emotions and brings out my hatred part of life.Thats why this song really touches me. When I know something is wrong, I will try to give it all out;That is what i learn from this wonderful song.

PS:Don't forget to buy Kelly Clarkson's new album "Breakaway is stores 1dec!!1

My Johor Aunt and Uncles.

2004-11-23T05:13:00.000+08:00

Johor trip to my Aunt's

Well the last two days i have been to my Uncle Ros and Cik Yah's house in Skudai baru,Johor.It has been a long time since i met them again.I think it is about 8 months. Their poor daughter could not come back from Russia to meet them because she is having a doctorate exam there.I think she is the smartest cousin i have who got to go to Russia and she is one of the few Singaporeans who could read,write and speak russian.(She's only a PR in Malaysia but she is still a Singaporean.)

First Day-20th November 2004

Well, I woke up at 8am all excited to go to johor.I have not gone there for a long time.I took a bath and was all prepared by 8:45. My aunt, Cik Pah was picking us up to head for Cik Yah's house in Johor. My uncle will be coming with her with my youngest cousin Farouk who is just very adorable.They came at 9:30 and we were all set to go. We plan to visit my Grandmother's grave at Gelang Patah first before heading for Cik Yah's house. Well there was a slight jam at The 2nd link but it was quite fast. We reached my grandmother's grave at about 11:30. After i gave my blessings and read her Al-fatihah. I suddenly remembered how i use to not like her so much,im beginning to feel guilty for not being so close with her.

Then,we headed for my aunt's bungalow house at Skudai Baru. Well they actually prepared lunch for us and we were so happy.It was delicious. Her Nasi goreng was really tasty. Since it was hari raye, she gave us each a green packet, one for me and one for my sis. She got an extra bracelet and ncklace which my aunt said that was good for her blood system.Some necklace it was i guess.Uncle Ros had actually reserved a hotel for all of us to stay.

And so, we headed for the hotel. I decided to take Uncle ros' car with my sister.It was really nice. Some Van he has. Well the Hotel was called "The M suites" I dunno why but it was a five star hotel along the coast of Johor Bahru. My unled had actually checked us into a Deluxe suite there. There were two rooms. I got tired so i slept till 6pm. Then i prayed Asar,(btw,i prayed zohor at my aunt's house) and then Uncle Ros planned to take us to somewhere special for dinner.

And so again we went out, It was The Restaurant "Singgah Selalu" In enligh it means Always visit.I guess the food must be tasty. I was right. It was downright heavenly, super good!!! We finished the food by 8:30. Then we went to Danga Bay.It was some kind of a recreational place somehow like East Coast. It was fun. I bought some candy floss, took pictures with my digi cam and then we went to but stuff at the bazaar. Then we headed back for our hotel. By that time it was 11. I went straight to bed.
(I will post some pics)
continuation on another entry....

pictures

2004-11-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raye!

This Picture was taken at my cousin'S house.All my makciks and cousins....

Softly

2004-11-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking lately about the lifes of others and mine.You see...i was watching the Discovery channel about the "Life and Cultures Of The Human Civilisation". It was really interesting when I see how the culture of Mankind has actually influenced the way we live and grow. I began to have a theory, Culture and Religion is the source of Mankind's willpower to live till right now,the present.

Well you see,if Islam had not spread across the Arab lands and so forth, would we be able without the meaning of life and the culture there? What if there were no culture or religion in the world? Would you think Mankind could live with care and love and concern for the others?
Mankind would be like barbarians without being able to live with manners and no tradition to follow. That is why I think culture is an important factor for men to live.

Well you see, In our modern society now, we should have the balance of culture and tradition with the modern way of living. When i come to think of my theory again,should mankind befall in this modern world when our tradition and religion are abandoned?

To come to think of it, We might just be destrycted in this modern world. Wars,weapons of mass destructions,premarital-sex,rape, ill manners. Do you think if someone with a strong religion and culture beliefs would kill a preson for no reason? Do you think if someone who practise their own tradition and religion strongly would rape and kill an innocent woman?That is why i think culture teaches you precious moral values which are really important key factors for human to survive. To come to think of it, as a muslim, God plays the most important role in keeping the human cultures and tradition. He who speaks of the truth and he who appeared in many religions as the righteous one.

Choir Torture

2004-11-10T14:52:00.000+08:00

Choir Torture

Choir members share a common vision:WE REALLY HATE OUR COM MEMBERS!

Well,today i had choir at Siglap South CC and i was supposed to be there by 9:45...As usual i was a bit late but hu cares like as if it was really important.

We had combines with TKSS and Cat High since we will be all doing the same set piece for SYF next year.Well Mr Kwei sent us for sectionals at different rooms wif our different sections.Well of course im in tenor and so went on wif the other TKSS and Cat High tenors.The TKSS Tenor sectional leader decided to take us all!WELL HE TOTALLY SUCKS!The timing were all wrongly done.It was suppose to be a falte yet he did an mp. And so we were suppose to count in quavers but that stupid sound of a bitch juz dunno.Even our SL got fed-up. In the end we practised last minute in our own School's tenor group ALONE. The TKSS'ians were really the worst and of course the slackiest.I just hate that school. Then...theodore is another idiot and poser....Always hang around wif his "frens" from other schools.He did not bother to help us!Thats iwhy Joshua IS WAY better than that freak.

And so we had combines again in the main room and so Mr Kwei gave us some dynamics and blahblahblah it was individual school choirs to perform.

Well,first up was the TKSS'ians.Their tenors basically sux but their sopranos were really powerful!Juz very loud and clear.Next was Cat high and they did ok but got no extra presence in their song no feel at all..Lastly it was VS...our choir.We did badly for the first part of the song juz too lagging..But the middle and last part....we were the best amongst the three choir!Even Mr Kwei praised us a bit but That poser theodore thinks we were the weakest..See whether he cares when WE choir members go on strike!Stupid bastard!

Then,while all the other schools could leave, we had to stay back for some stupid admin stuff.Well,that Thedore gave his crap talk about being able to sing well and all that...and then he talks about his "close fren" hu coulld sings well onli in Sec3...(hu was hum of course...POSER)then he went on to sec2 and said Reuben was the best improvement.He of course...that i agree...Reuben is REALLY a good singer.Then from Sec 1 he said that Leon made a good impression for him!CRAP lah!Leon is juz lyk him...another poser!His singing skills totally sux!I was expecting Sherman's name to be mention!Sherman is a way better singer than Leon!I juz disagree wif him!Urghh.

Then we were dismissed. Xian Jun,Kon,Fabian,Ian and vernon wanted to go to Ajisen Ramen but i could not come along cause i can;t eat a single thing since i was fasting!So,i went home.Still thinking whether i should buy the Libera CD.At home,i did mostly nothing except watching TV and on the Com..I think thats about all alhz..

Princess Diaries 2 a pathetic show.

2004-11-09T05:03:00.000+08:00

Princess Diaries 2 a Pathetic show.

Well....me,Xian Jun,konrad,terence,Ian,Fabian,Benjamin and Jien Ling Went to catch a movie,"The Princess Diaries 2" at TM. We went there because Xian Jun is paying for our movie tickets....since its free why not go..even when i think Princess diaries not really a good show...

So we planned to meet at 1:00pm at TM's Mc Donalds....Since i hav my prayers i told them i would be a little late...So i reached there abt 1:10pm...They dissapeared!So i when around looking for them.I called Kon's hp and they were actually at Mos Burger eating!So went to Mos Burger but could not buy i single thing since im fasting.So Ian had bought 8 tickets and we found out only 7 ppl are coming!In the end we called Jien Ling at the last minute and told him to come.We waited about 30 mins for Jien Ling...Jien Ling came thinking the movie ticket was free!He had to pay becos Xian Jun is onli treating the five of us:Me,kon,benjamin,terence and him of course.In the end Ian paid for Jien Ling's ticket!What a pity!!

We were supposed to catch the 2:00pm show.So there all of them bought snacks while i was the only one with no food!The movie was a bit lame plus it's unbelievable bullshit. But the actions and the jokes in the movie were quite funny actually.So that was it lahz...

We decided to go to MJ(Music Junction) to look at new CD's after the movie.Well Xian Jun was soo attraced to Celine Dion's new Cd..Miracle..I suddenly saw the CD that i hav been looking for!The Libera CD..!!!For ur info..LIBERA is a choir vocal accapella group hu sings them well!
Thought of buying it on another dae!Soon after i went home lar...Damn bored oready!Then Help mum clean the windows thtas abt all...

Shopping Dae For Hari Raya!

2004-11-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

Shopping.....

Well it's been quite a time since the holidays started.Hari Raya is coming soon.Of course no hari raya would be complete without going shopping at Geylang Serai! Well me and my family set off at about 1:15(after zohor)and took a cab to geylang serai.There were a marvellous variety of clothers at Second Chance and First Lady. My sister got one new baju kurung while i....well decided not to buy one this year(i rather spent the money on modern clothes!).So after that we set off for town!!Well orchard rd of course.Wow it was soooo tiring,i could not walk anymore.Well we went to wisma atria,the paragon,lucky plaza,robinsons and of course takashimaya!Now thats what i call real shopping

Anywae wo got so enthusiastic about shopping that we forgot that we were still fasting.We went to the orchard mosque...the Al-Falah Mosque to break fast.It was cool...There were a lot of food there.

The Forever Friend

2004-11-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

The Forever Friend

On my own, but mostly the savannah,
Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,
Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,
The glistering waters of the high seas
Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere...
You used to say that you would never die,
But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.
Now the sea is wild with despair,
Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,
Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.
I saw you at the end,
You and I, brother and sister of nature,
Brother and sister of heaven and earth,
Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,
Bitterly falling one after one into a river,
Then the river of life turned red in blood.
My eyes watched in horror.
Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,
You disappeared without saying good-bye,
Not a word came out of your mouth.
You became like desolation in its grave.
When once the skies were a realm of stars
And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,
You were there to share the calmness;
But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass
And only the savannah remains.

~2h ForEvA~

2004-11-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

Good Bye To You..../Goodbye To 2H
]Michelle Branch...[

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Ooh, And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to....
The one thing that I tried to hold on to....
The one thing that I tried to hold on to....
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

This song had really touched me..Leaving 2h and everything behind but i guess we have to move on.....I juz hope that we can still remain as a class even in Sec 3.....Hai...So sad.....Its like this terbulent blood flow in my body that i could never let go..Its like the mango tree when all its fruit had fallen off...I feel so disfunctional and lost...

But i Guess i will make new friends and soon this would long be forgotten but i will always keep the memories i had in 2h forever in time..

Sundae boredom

2004-10-31T21:25:00.000+08:00

Im really bored!!As You can see i have added some pics to my blog...well it's all taken from the last dae of sch...last dae being in 2h....Well we hav to move on...though...Tmr is the sub combi...eee i damn scared...and of course nothing much happened todae...cooked eopk-epok with my mum had religious test oral todae...quite sianz..........Then go home blog template update...then plae runescape...i think thats abt all lah.....

Good Frens

2004-10-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

I would like to dedicate this entry to my closest frens........
Nicholas-At first i thought you were a bad fren when i try to make frens with you in sec 1 but later on i realize that you are a really nice guy.I really enjoy talking to you even thought you like insulting me at times.I do think that you are very joyous and friendly towardS everybody.Good luck in Sec3 with your new frens.I still hope we could be good frens
Li Wei-At first i think you were superbly lame and idiotic but then i realize that you are a really good fren.We talked abt stuff we can relate to and i really envy your maths.I think that you are a kind and nice guy in the class.And of course being lame.
Ling Chung-.Eversince i joined choir i feel that you have really guided me a lot.Thx for your help.We started to be frens eversince we took the same bus home.We talked about a lot of stuff and i really enjoy talking to you.YAou are a rwally nice,good and responsible fren to me.
Tajuddin-I dunno whether i shd consider you as a good fren but you are quite ok.Youe effort you put in SA2 was really good.I envy you in dat.Nice fren and you like Hikaru Utada Juz like me.Enen though as the monitor,i hate you,but you are ok lah.
Xian Jun-Ok...at first i really dunno you and did not bother to talk to yuo even thoguh you were in my french class.Its since you join choir then i really talk to you a lot.You are a fine fren but then i still dun trust you much.You are really nice to talk to.I feel that we share the same interest and mabe you are against certain religion but thats ok.
Konrad-I was thinking whether i consider you as a close fren and i alwaes hav secongdthoughts'You are definitely untrustable and irritating but you are nice to talk to. And of course sometimes watch movie together with Xian Jun oso.You are allrightlah.Good luck taking ur subject combi next year!

*2H FOREVER

2004-10-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

~-2h forever-~
And now since we are parting to different ways and future,i have to like go through you guys one by one
Sheng Wei-A very sporty guy.Really like his work with humanities
Anuj-Good luck in IT club.You are so kind-hearted
Rachit-Well so..i do hate you a bit but you are ok...Good luck
Min Xiang-So diligent yet well-mannered.Such a nice fren
Kejian-Hey Band dude!Good luck in band!
Daniel-A veri nice guy but no CCA.He is pleasant to talk to
Eugene-Fantastic Fren.Hey good luck in IP All the best and try not to be racist k..
Terence-Veri Friendly yet amazing singing skills.A really good fren and good luck in IP!
Mathias-Thought i dun talk to you much..I still think you are a fine fren
Jacob-Oh...rachel bilson loves you lah..hahaz..But allright..good "ass"monitor
Irshath-Hi!You are a good fren
Jayakanth-Well what shd i say......Good luck
Konrad-U can be irritating but i like your atitude.Rock on!A good fren really
Jansen-Wow...u got jacked ya...ok u are a pleasant fren to talk to
Lian Kai-So sorri that you are called a pig in calss but you are a really nice guy
Izzat-I think you are really a good fren indeed
Khairi-Alwaes hanging aroung the mats or shd i sae one..Sensitive i think a nice fren
Nazri-Wow at first i hate you so much yet you have changed so much that i begin to take you as a role model in your academics.I really envy your attitude toward studying.Good luck in IP and of course he has change from an enemy to a good fren
Navin-Like to disturb me but i can say that he can be helpful at times
Samuel-Oklah...Av club boy...i think you are quit clever..good luck in Sec3
Stephen-A really nice fren to talk to..I feel that you will do better in the future and thx for ur runescape tips!
Wee Ho-Lame.Make me laugh at times.At first i hate you but in the end u turn out to be a nice fren lyk nazri.Good luck in Sec3
Prabin-Keep running to sucess.You can do it!
Eng Hwee-I think that you are a really wonderful fren.I feel that you will do well in the future.Stop insulting my father's name can?
Timothy-Well...dun slck hor..
Jonathan-Hilary duff?Oklah.Good fren and has a really strong personality
Shannon-Superbly Funni!I think our class won't be complete without you
Wesley-No comments
George-Nice guy but then try to keep calm can or not?You are a nice person to talk to
Hong Han-Sailing boy........marvellous fren.....too dark for a chinese
Jia Xian-Thx for guiding me in Choir!I really appreciate your help.A nice fren
Mervin-Seriously,u are a nice guy and i really envy ur results.Good luck in the future
Chun Han-Nice prefect and you have a strong personality that really stands out!
Jun kai-A good fren....I like the wae you think of other ppl.
Eng Loong-Good luck in the future k.I feel that you are really funni and a good fren
Aaron-Oklah...You have a really wonderful smileand of course pleasant to talk to.

Goodbye to 2H

2004-10-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

*~2H'04 FOREVER..~*
Goodbye 2h I really miss you guys.The last day of sch was amazing.Pictures and snapshots everywhere.I felt for once a bonding amongst us whether good or normal frens we were united as a class.I felt so rejuvenated and rejoiced as the class cheers,jack and take pictures.The joy was inevitable.It was just a really happy occasion.Yet to say, there was still sadness.For those going to IP of course they would be the ones that we would miss the most.So,goodbye Mathias,Chun Han,Terence,Eugene and Nazri.I will miss you Guys.And i would also like to sae congrats and goodbye to Mrs Lim who is retiring this year.You have been such a wonderful and super marvelous science teacher.I will really miss such a goos teacher.And so, 2H'04 has come to the end and a new chapter begin with our own lives in different classes.I will really miss u all.To my closest frens like LC,nicholas and Xian Jun....etc. good luck to your Future and may you be blessed with more wonderful results.

Stress,UNO,Heart Attack,Boom-o

2004-10-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hey!I did not becos i was bz doing other stuff.Ilyk i bother to blog everydae lyk dat...aAnywae syikin why muz i blog everydae...IT IS NOT WRONG!Anywae i hate my results so much.I juz hate it!!!!!!!And anywae the last week of school flowed quite well..Played stress.Im fantastic.Won konrad myk a lot of times!And theres UNO.Pathetic.Its getting boring.And then there's BOOM-O a ha!!Im good at this game!Its quite good!

Results Sux

2004-10-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Results,Re-slut,Re-Choired
I hate my results.I hate my results.I hate my resluts. Nick Pang did so well for this year!!!I ownder how!!Im soo jealous..Then there's this stupid george hu got 71 for maths!!!Idiot!!!I onli got 55!!Thats super low....I feel like i hope my sciences would help me!!!!(Cause geoge got lower then me in sci!)Beg that Mr Ang all i care!!Then Xian Jun!!!!!!He got all A's!!Wadlah all A1 u noe except sci and english!!!Life is unfair!Then there's..teterence!!!Idiot!!NevermindOnly konrad is like doomed as me!

Todae i had choir as usual.We had PT in the morning.Well i played badminton(i wanna slack cause im fasting), and u noe hu< i mean the slut was oso playing badminton,As per usual she had her BF anf was acting really bitchy..I had frens who are her frens but they dun care abt the slut..anywae she's a slut wad!!Then we rested for awhile to p lae UNO stress!Too bad i had constipation and had to go to the toilet for a moment.Well it was the fasting month...and there was a heavy breakfast.And so i went back ,the slut was there,aiyo maybe i shd call the slut,The thing that we shd not speak of)u see its an insult to all sluts in the world.

Ok then sudenly these three charlie angels...i mean Xian Jun,Konrad and Benjamin came.We played badminton.....Then actually they came from the badminton side!But lyk they did not care much.But then Chin Yuan came and pump Xian Jun since his the Tennis IC...Hahaz poor thing!!!

Then Choir...Boring...Shd not speak abt it!!!And i had to perform at the streats charity show!!Patehetic!!If Wesley is going!!Then i die!!Becoause Wesley is likr retared!!If he goes that means those hu goes must be lousy!!

Then wad...go home and sleep all the way until 6 when i had tuition!So boring...Then go home early to break fast!I drank 6 cups of water!!Very thirsty since morning!!!!Thats abt all lah

Then i watch The Grid on Star Movies. It is rathey irradical to the matter of Terrorist=Islam!I feel like its a show that convince that Islam is not a religion of terrorism..I feel like its a great show..

Remembering the past memories

2004-10-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

Remembering The Past Memories(Les'endual cantal)
I was listening to my songs and suddenly i found "Goodbye To You" by Michelle Branch and i suddenly remembered and recalled all those great times when i went for the holidaes in Malaysia. There was once when i went to Cameron Highlands and i felt so rejoice.It was a rather lovely trip.The song brought great memories and also sad things about my family,Its like when my cousin who passed away last year and when my grandmother died lat 2 years. I was in the car to Skudai,malaysia where my grandmother passed away and i was crying in the car. I just don;t know.The care and concern she gave me and the way i treated her after that really made me feel guilty.I am really sad abt that

ANTM

2004-10-20T17:07:00.000+08:00

ANTM(America's Next Top Model)

America's Next Top Model is a fantastic show where the models have really no experience at all!Well my favourite model on the show is actuallly Shandi.She is an Avril look-alike and have really outstanding posture.She is definitely photogienic and her eyes are marvellous.She has a problem walking down the parade,model style, she is rather slow but then hu noes..She went to the top three model spot!!That is so cool.I think she is rather eccentric and more traditional.

Dies Irae,Luminosa,Vespera

2004-10-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

Libera Boys Choir
Dies Irae,Luminosa,Vespera,Lucriminosa,Sanctus,Salve Me, Agnus Dei

Hear the Magical voices of the Libera Boys Choir. They Are so fantastic.They have amazing sound pitching and quality.Their song,"Sanctus" following Pachelbel's Canon is so soothing,very heavenly.It can reanimate,revitalize and reenergize your soul,mind and body. Another Great song is "Salve Me". It is a fantastic song about the way life is brought and the way health is taken up(Its all in Latin) and there's "Dies Irae" or in English means "The Day Of" which is really have powerful Vocals by a few soloist and the main chorus is brought up by the Choir.It is really Fanatastic.The song is Actually about the famous prayer in latin "Dies Irae,Dies Illa". Well its a quite beautiful song. Then there's "Luminosa". Luminosa is a rather spiritual song about the way of life. The soloist really brings out the true meaning of the song about the white dove in the sky. Dove is actually "Luminosa" in latin.Latly there's "Vespera", a really inspiring song if you want to be a meditater.The song is wonderful as the choir sang loud and soft at the same time. And of course the most saddening yet beautiful piece called"Agnus Dei" which is a really really sad song. I believe the choir has earned their reputation well. They are fantastic.Watch for them!!!!

Ramadan,The Month of Fasting

2004-10-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

Ramadan,The Month of Fasting

Its like every single non-muslim soul out there keep telling me....Ramadan+fasting=Starvation
Its lyk NONONONO!!. Don;t u ppl out there get it? Ramadan is not about starvation..Its abt being able to feel how those poor people suffer...Its salvation NOT starvation....Its like something god wants us to do...He wants to test our patience and our endurance.Its what we need once in a while when we really need to meditate for once.We need to feel the Helplessness,the hunger but all of this for a couse,For god's reason!That is Ramadan,A month of understanding and something we gain from...Knowledge from god,help from god and so forth.

Choral Soprano..Pachelbel song...Soothing

2004-10-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

Pachelbel's symphony,Vienna Boys Choir
It is really interesting song...It has soothing tune and the sops can reach as high as AS D in two altes higher in the treble clef
!.That is super high..And it is a fantastic song...I luv it!!!.Its da best!!

Why i have not been writing lately...(Reasons)
1.Its The Exams

2.Hello?i very buzi

3.Stop complAining at the tagboard!

Nicholas,an idiotic freak

2004-09-08T17:34:00.000+08:00

Dun n=be Idiotic nicholas

Teacher's Dae

2004-08-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

Teacher's Day cum Be Yourself Day
Well it was fun,ppl were wearing different types of clothes:Ya esp Shannon dress up lyk some surgeon.Damn Funni! Anywae we had a performance.A "BRILLIANT" performance indeed.U see ok first that stupid Nicholas Ong had to do his acapella.Not Good.And our class,"That Thing You Do"The vocals were horrible:"Sorri Herman and Tajuddin"But u see they can't reach some high notes.And tajuddin shd not sing low notes.It spoils the song,Shd have sing the high notes!!Ok but overall,they did FINE nonono OK.Then i went to catch the movie,"13 going on 30,its quite a nice show,i rate it 4 stars out of five stars.Then go home.End of story

White Horses-Vanessa Carlton

2004-08-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

Release dates for some of my favourite artists.
FeMale
Vanessa Carlton-Harmonium(2nd Album)-18/10/04
Utada-Exodus(debut eng.Album)-10/10/04
Ashlee Simpson-Autobiography(debut album-released
Kelly Clarkson-Forever-Unknown next year
Male
Linkin Park-Unknown-Next Year
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School Forum

2004-08-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

School Forum(2h)

Reporting News.2H is one of the few classes to have the highest rate of posts.Of over 900 posts,2H has sucessfully clinch the highest the no. of posts in the the Sec 2 level.Well indeed a spectacular performance shown by 2H. Well,of course there would be the people who made this a sucess.Well these three students of 2h,Nicholas Pang Shun Yang,Nazri Bin Rahman and Ong Wee Ho are actually the people who we should convey our congrats and thank you's for making The 2H forum a sucessful one.Well in fact,Nicholas is actually the Ist in rank for top 5 posters in Sch with a total of 677 posts encounting.Well Nazri and Wee Ho ,3rd and 4th in rank are not really that far behind.

Even though 2h have one of the highest number of posts in their forum,we have a topic,the 2H story, which is categorised under the Topics with worst reputation,ranking fifth.Well,despite this bad point i think the 2h forum is not that bad after all.

With INTERESTING STORIES and polls created by these people,the 2H forum will definitely flourish.Thank You

Article written by Muhd Fadhil 2H

The Village

2004-08-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

The Village

Well,I went to watch night shaymalan's "The Village" at Bishan Junction 8 with Konrad and Cheah Jun...Well advice for those going to watch it....DON'T.It is abit of a lame twist...U see at first i thought.....Well i dun want to spoil the suspense....Well i just i want to tell it!!

Ok.If you still want to watch the movie and you dun want to spoil the suspense Then you better dun read the next paragraph.

Well, this village is actually surrounded by the covington Woods in England.The village lead a life of simplicity eg growing their own food,herding thei own sheeo etc.They talk in perfect old english just like the 1800's.Well I thought it it was in 1800's.It turned out to be that it is actually our present times.They believe that there were creatures living in covington woods that were beastly creatures and according to their elders..If they ever past the woods,they would be killed.So the villagers never entered the forest.They were in fact afraid of it when the elders talked abt ppl entrin' it and died.I don;t really know how those people settled in that area.

Well,it turned out to be that it was not the 1800's at that time.It was our present time...!!The village was actually behind civilisation!Well the elders came from the cities and form the village because they all had faced deadly crimes such as rape,murder in their family and etc.They made up these creatures to scare the villagers.It was all make-up.Fake.The twist was stupid

When You Believe

2004-08-12T18:33:00.000+08:00

When You Believe

Well the exams were tough on me...But im allright...I juz hope my grades are ok..Thats all im hoping for..Thats why i feel we should believe in ourselves...When You Believe......

Utada Hikaru Fanatic

2004-08-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

Well,there's this person in my class who is really fanatic abt utada Hikaru.Well he hates first love but lyk her song,"automatic"..He is so addictive.Visit his blog:www.thedarkmilkies.blogspot.com
or you can mail him @mailto:darkmaster_13@hotmail.com

Top ten Favourite songs

2004-08-09T12:42:00.000+08:00

My Top Ten Fav Songs(All-time Favourites)2004
These songs are basically inspiring
1.First Love-Utada Hikaru(juz love it!!)
2.When You Believe-Whitney Houston&Mariah Carey
3.Only Hope-Mandy Moore
4.Angels-Elton John
5.Everytime-Britney Spears
6.Movin' on without you-Utada Hikaru
7.Hero-Mariah Carey
8.Faint-Linkin Park
9.Me,myself and i-Raven
10.My Happy Ending-Avril Lavigne

Only Hope

2004-08-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

Only Hope

Well,todae not much happened but i my mum told me abt this song by mandy moore,"only hope".Well i went to download it.The lyrics are quite inspiring so i think i shd post them on my blog.

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinate cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and Pray
To be only your's
I Pray
To be only your's
And I know now
You're my Only Hope
Sing to me the song, of the Stars
Of your Galaxy Dancing, and Laughing and Laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and Pray
To be only your's
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You're my Only Hope
I give you my Destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your Symphony
Singing in all I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hand and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope
Hmmmm. . . Hmmm. . .Oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh. . .

National Day 9TH augusto!

2004-08-07T10:10:00.000+08:00

Vouloir au NAtionale Toujours!!

Well it is the national day celebrations in school...(Lyk so exciting ah!)So reached school as per normal at 7:00am.And you noe wad..Johnnie force us to sing in front of everyone during the sing-along in the parade square.. .I told him I DUN WANT!! but he forced the whole of the sec2 batch to sing in front.And so me and LC thought of going to the toilet and pretend to hav constipation(a rather lame thing to do)Well,in the end we give in..Too bad but it was fun.And cheah jun finds it very LAME.I think so.Lyk as if those ppl dunno how to sing the songs.C'mon they are all Singaporeans.So not the wannabes(foreigners).And anywae..Wad;s the use!!Miss E has a rather powerful voice...Haiaya anywae..In the end the whole choir went up in front of everyone in parade square!!

Well,then we had three games to watch.Either Floorball,Soccer and captain's ball.Well obviously it's teachers vs students!!Well of course students will win!!!Well first i watch the soccer match.Mr.Maran's playing!!OF course damn fun!!!!You see Mr maran miss the penalty...What a miss such a waste!!!I would think that it is such big waste of a goal..In the end it is a draw..1-1.

Then feelin' rather bored.I went to the hall to see the floorball match..Damn cool!Mr Ang is playin'.I dunno that Mr Ang was a quite rough player!Ok maybe not that good..But at least can tackle the students(of course AOP)

Then i went to the captain ball's game in parade square.Saw Jacob and Tajuddin playing.Well they oklah!And Miss Lau is the goalkeeper..Imagine it!Anywae it was a fun day..

Then i had my teeth polished at the dentist and then went for fridae prayers at ghufran..Then went home.Oklah...Thats all

A passing thurday

2004-08-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

A passing Thursday

Well i juz realize that today was the only free day i had for this whole week...Usee my schedule has been so hectic
-mondae-Well,Practically had choir practice then i had to go haome at seven o'clock...Almost no time to study....NO ENTERTAINMENT!!
-tuesdae-NAC awards performance...Firstly i had to leave school early therfore wasting "precious" lesson time...And reached home at seven feeling very tired...without energy.....
-Wednesdae-Well it is is the annual cross country.....I miss a lot of lessons by this time!!!
And tmr-fridae-Natinal dae celebrations!!! No lessonS!!!(not a positive thing)

Well infact...i didn't really go for lessons this week..!!And the CA is juz next week...Im damn scared!!

Well im inspired to write songs...

2004-08-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

Well....I want to tell you guys that i will be trying to write a new song...."All in the luck of life"...which is rather tough for me....the first song i made..."true to your heart took me 1 and half months to complete...Damn tiring.....and i completed the rythm and tune too.......

Reedited version of "First Love" by Fadhil

2004-08-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

Well i really love the song......"First Love"by Utada Hikaru.......
So i suddenly fall in love with this song...It's lyk im addicted to it........So i took some time to make this lyrics of my version for first love...Well the english parts remain the same.....To make it sound nice.......
Once there you are,
You are in my mind,
I think about the times we spend together
and i dream that all this will come back to me

if only you knew every moment and time,
nothing is said in my heart,
its like a memory thats all i want
to be with you,
once more...

You are always gonna be my love and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
Come into my life agian,
plesedon;t say no,
now and forever you are gonna be the one in my heart,
so true i believe i could never let go,
somebody like you my first love....

once in awhile you are in my dreams
i can feel the warmth of your embrace
and i pray that one day
you'll come back to me

if only you knew every moment in time
nothing goes on in my heart
just like your memories how i long
here to be with you once more
yeah.....

you will always be inside my heart
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
please dont say no
now and forever you were still the one in my heart
so true i believe i can never find
somebody like you my first love ...(repeat)

2004-08-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

NAC awards ceremony

Well,todae is one the daes when the choir screwed up their performance..Well i'll come to that later on..Ok so todae we went to NUS for our performance...We left school at about 10:10am abd went off for NUS..So infact...I missed a lot of lessons....Then,at NUS we went to the dressing room.Its quite cool..We have our own lockers to keep our things and costumes.After that we went for rehearsal..Rehearsal was quite terrible!!Miss Lau told Johnnie that we should do the choreography for sailing but we all insisted in not doing it..In the end Miss Lau gave up...We Did not do the choreo.Its ok but then our singing sux too...Well juz rehearsals..I thought so.

Then we had our lunch..It was ok.Then the performmance which we screwed up...Hmm...forget it....At least the tea reception was marvellous and delicious.I really love those chicken pies!!
Then soon after that we went home..

Ya,and one more thing,My junior,roger,got injured and was sent to NUH ..So bad luck....

My Song....."True To Your Heart"

2004-08-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

I made this song in the midst of hoppyhappy mood during choral ex........
TRUE TO YOUR HEART
written by:Muhd Fadhil
true to your heart
you must be true to heart
thats when the heavens will part
and faith will shower you my love

Baby I knew at once
That you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know
That I'm your destiny

Though you're unsure
Why fight the tide
Don't think so much
Let your heart decide
Baby I see your future

And it's tied to mine
I look in your eyes
And see you searching for a sign
But you'll never fall
'UnTil you let go
Don't be so scared
Of what you don't know
True to your heart

You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And baby shower you with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's going to lead you straight to
me

Someone you know is on your side
Can set you free
I can do that for you
If you believe in me
Why second-guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you'll see the light
True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And baby shower you with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's going to lead you straight to
me

Ya know it's true--
Your heart knows what's good for you
Good for you--
Let your heart show you the way
(Ya know it's true)--
It'll see you through
(Got to be true to your heart)--
Girl, my heart is driving me to where you
are
You can take both hands off the wheel
and
Still get far
Be swept away enjoy the ride
You won't get lost
With your heart to guide you
True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And faith shower you with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's going to lead you straight to
me
(Got to be true to your heart--
True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And faith shower you with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's going to lead you straight to
me
(Got to be true to your heart)

Racial Harmony Day

2004-07-23T10:24:00.000+08:00

Well,its too late to write an account for this special even though it has been 24 hrs.Well my buzi schedule did not allow me to write in my blog for long.So now finally some free time.

So Racial Harmony dae,Well it was fun....Well we did a terribly simple kolam yet it came out as the top five kolams.The other kolams are terrible.I should stop braggin...Anywae Racial Harmony harmony....Well not really in harmony...U see i wore this indian ethnic costume and they said it was lyk a pajamas......Damn idiotic..And Li wei Of course our designer lost his handphone.....Haiya......Well, i did the mixing of colours and the main part,Putting everything together..It was fun....

Im lookin forward to Choral Festival this coming thurs and weds .......

Go to my frn's Website FAor his IPW PROJECT!!!!

2004-07-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

This guy,Mr Liwei Wants me to write a link to his website for his group.If you hav any problems or stress issues do visit his website .It is as follows :www.geocities.com/help4t/

Happy Sundae!!

2004-07-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

Another fresh Sundae
Well,todae was not a bad dae actually.Well i woke up very early in the morning as per normal for my Religious class.U noe wad i got for my mid year religious tests.245!!A mere 245!!!.wALAU I FLUNK MY jawi!!!Thank goodness the other subjects i got 40+ over 50.
Then go home...Go online then toktoktok...Then i started looking at my files.Since the choir is singing the"When You Believe"song,i DECIDED TO LISTEN TO IT.i, KIND OF FALL IN LOVE WIF THE SONG.tHE MARIAH AND WHITNEY VERSION.tHEN I DOWNLOADED THE KAROKE VERSION.Then sleep.I woke up to watch that's so raven.Well this episode quite funni.They were abt them not invited to a certain party and they did a spell but unfortunately they turned into cows!!Poor Chealsea and Raven!!!!!Then went online again.This time went to get some Christy Romano Music(by the wae those hu dunno hu she is,She is actually Ren Stevens from Even Stevens show and she plaes the voice of Kim Possible in the Kim Possible show!)Quite good.I kindof lyk the song..."Say the Wird!!"Quite fast rythm!!!And then at night watch a family movie...The Monsoon Wedding...Oklah it is quite cool.Then go to sleep.I juz can;t wait for tmr.My parents bringing me and my sister somewhere near botanics Gardens,some artificial place lyk a greenhouse.......

Key love

2004-07-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

Fraky fridae 11

Well,todae was a well dae!!Fridae of course.Anywae this July would be rather tought for me.Choir would be performing for the permanent secertary at some bloody hotel on 14th julyThen got speech dae rehearsals and speech dae as well.Well....i feel damn tired.I feel lyk going to sleep now so all i gotta sae is goodnite!!!!!!!Anywae todae's english class is kind of cool.

ME onli

2004-06-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

Such a normal Freaky Fridae!!!!!!!
So i woke up very late todae or else i would have missed the fridae prayers.Then todae's routine was quite the same.And at 3:30 i would watch lizzie mc guire and then that's so raven .Well that's so raven is kindof kool. I love whoever Raven is.So cool.Can tell the future.And then off to the daily drama serials at 7 and then at 8.Stupid Jiafu,He actually went to take ah jiao out.What if Gao finds outHe is such a dumbelll.Haiay!!Then off to bed!!!

~FaDhIl signin off~

2004-06-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

Siti's new Album "Prasasti Seni"

I never really liked Siti Nurhaliza (Anywae if u guys dunno hu she is..She is actually an artist from Malaysia hu is now quite popular)Well my mother told me abt a song by her which is quite unique and so she told to look for it at imesh..So i looked for it and downloaded the song.It is kind of a very catchy song and it has an arabic tune to it.Well,it is "Lagu Rindu".The song kind of attracted me.So i looked for her latest song in her album.Thinking i should support her,i bought her CD.Well most of the songs in the album,I kind of really lyked it!!.So it was worth it.So thhose out there,Buy her album "Prasasti Seni" if u wnna noe how good she sings.Anywae non--malay out there who would buy the album could enjoy the nice and interesting tunes of the songs.Well,i never really regretted buying her album!!I can't wait for her next.Those hu wants to download her songs,Go to webkl.net You juz need to sign up and you can download songs there.

~Fadhil signin off~

My new blogskin.

2004-06-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

MY NEW BLOGSKIN
Well,i juz remade my personal blog to make it look nicer.Well i kind of messed up the first one,which was actually very ugly.Anywae i heard that my fren's blog was deleted ny other frns and he had to reload his template again..Poor thing and then all his posts were gone...NOTHING.So this blog will be my personal blog from now on.Thats all

Me,myself and i

2004-06-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

when i pass down those memory lanes